Monday, August 2, 2010


I am floundering a bit in the confidence area. I know how to be forceful, I know how to maintain control but no one else has this same confidence in me. I feel like every time I start something I have people sitting in the background talking about the things I am not doing or the things they think I should be doing and then I feel surrounded because I am trying to show that I am strong enough and capable enough to be in charge while battling back the uncertainty that the people I am suppose to be in charge of or working with do not trust me or my judgement.

I use to have confidence I use to feel in charge like I could always handle anything. Where did it go? Why do I constantly let my fears of not pleasing everyone or not being liked get in the way? I need to put my foot down from now on show that I have the confidence to keep things going to show I am smart enough.

I am floundering and I need to pull myself back up to the top.

1 comment:

  1. Awww, good luck, girl. There are always folk out there who thinks they know way more than you do. Don't ever second guess yourself, just do what you know is correct and show those folks you know your shit!


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